Yesterday I posted a story on IG writing a rhetorical question thinking “no one will answer”. Instead, people engaged with me and gave me all sort of answers. I was shocked and I instantly told my agent, Max. “Do you know people answered a question that wasn’t even a question?”.
His answer cannot be told here, but I understand his frustration with me: he is desperately trying to convince me to use socials more and more but I’m resistant.
I love everything the other artists post. I find everything they say really interesting and I’m continuously inspired by their content. They seem natural, living a very active life, also showing moments of difficulty or laziness. I appreciate who shows true sides on socials.
My worst enemy is me, myself, and I. I always think I don’t have enough captivating things to show or that my English is bad and I will be misunderstood or be ridicule. I also think I like things that are enjoyable only for me, that no one will understand. Specifically, I don’t like the way I look when I turn the camera on my face and I always find my way of saying things irritating. I listen to myself and I say “but shut up, who cares really?”.
Then , in rare moments of clarity of mind like yesterday, I understand that all the above is not true and it’s only real in my head. Or at least, partially (clarity on mind going south already!). So I thought that maybe a newsletter could be a good way to express myself and write a practical guide to understand me and my world. To update you about the upcoming events and initiatives. There are so many things to say that sometimes I don’t know where to start from and I can’t find the right tools to communicate.
I’m a people lover and I really love to share stories and perspectives. Maybe this is the way I finally get to know who am I talking to and create a real exchange?